I should be
I should be uproariously happy. I should not be inconsolable.
Overtly, I am mostly content, displaying my best attempt at a benignly pleasant demeanor. I smile when I talk about recent events and genuinely thank those who congratulate me. What a lucky guy I am.
Two nights ago I woke up screaming at about 4 in the morning. I had touched an ignition coil and was instantly incinerated. It was tough falling back to sleep after that.
I should be uproariously happy. I should not be inconsolable.
Overtly, I am mostly content, displaying my best attempt at a benignly pleasant demeanor. I smile when I talk about recent events and genuinely thank those who congratulate me. What a lucky guy I am.
Two nights ago I woke up screaming at about 4 in the morning. I had touched an ignition coil and was instantly incinerated. It was tough falling back to sleep after that.
posted by extraspecialbitter at 9:19 AM
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I should be devestated. I should be wallowing in grief.
And yet I feel free to be again. Viva la me.
till death do us part
end of summer
new growth sprouts instead
4 in in morning seems to be a favored moment for horror or nightmares or gloominess. it might be a sign. apocalypse at 4 AM. makes sense to me.
I should be compassionate.yet I love frowning.
I've decided that I owe this blog a happy post, one in which I don't fall prey to my tendency to see the dark side of things. A word of warning: it could be awhile...
We look forward to that day, nevertheless.
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